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I had a shop in the downtown But you know what I can’t earn so much money from it because it wasn’t in a good place So I go out for work. One day one of friends of my brother who do IT service for some companies called me and said I can not come downtown for one of my customers so there is someone who has a company and you should go there for two days and they will give good money to you. The money wasn’t so good but I need it for my Life .Imagine 100$ per month So I go there for work and I said to myself that I learn things too.
After two months I saw two beautiful girls come from the door. one of them was so beautiful and the other one was beautiful too but in my eyes one of them was more beautiful than the other one. I thought I saw a beautiful girl at the street and I never going to see her anymore but tomorrow when I get to the work I saw her to come for a job interview she was the our owner’s cousin. Bad luck or good luck I was in the manger’s room who wants to do this interview because I wanted to Install UPS and it was so heavy for me to put it in rack. So that manger come and help me and he thought that it’s light and he can done it easily but when he start to lift the UPS up he couldn’t do that easily and he won’t let me to help him. she looked at me and smiled and than I fall in love. So easy right . I really liked to love someone and I saw her and I said to myself she’s my one. I like her very much so because I’m so shy I directly I couldn’t say I love you I want to be with you I want you to be my girlfriend. So I start acting I set up a good VPN for her because they you need a VPN in Iran not for your safety its because you cant even open you tube. I give a ride to her home. I’ve done everything everything that I can do for someone to just say I interested in you But I think she didn’t mention it or maybe she did indeed. She doesn’t want to react so the days goes and the pain go harder I was falling in love I don’t know why I sent him message in WhatsApp but after one hour she answers and then I want to reply she go for another one more hour .So one day when we where alone and coming back from work to home in my car I asked her out but she didn’t say no. She said I am busy So one week later I ask on WhatsApp again for going out and she said no again. so I cried and I cried and I get nothing I couldn’t get love with someone else or even I can’t like someone else so about 6 or 7 months she invited me to her wedding party. that was hurt and everyone says that you should go to her wedding party. I didn’t like to go so I did and I went to her party and when I saw the boy I said to myself why Maybe I’m so much better than him. So I was depressed after even five or four months after her marriage and after his marriage one of strange things that happened she became so kind I don’t know why???
Now she is my friend Still ask me some favor and I’ll still done for her I think I going to do these favor until she goes from our company. Maybe not our company hers company or maybe our company :):) money in Iran can be loved just. I don’t know maybe I can feel that the girls in Iran don’t know what love is They see love in the Land Cruiser in the Big House in the very very expensive watch or very expensive golds but what is really really valuable for me is the feeling that we can make. That is priceless. the feel I can make with her was the that moment when I see her eyes she smiled.
I don’t know it hurts It makes me crying it’s making me mad because I still writing about it and I still thinking about her I don’t know how much it takes that this pain disappears or maybe it’s already gone But I couldn’t find one .The thing is I really Love to find Love:)))) really search for love but I never could find her in Iran I disappointed to find her here.